"I was transfixed"

It’s been a while since I’ve been as nervous as I was getting out of my car to go to my appointment with Jackie. I had no idea what to expect. I wasn’t sure if I believed in this psychic thing. I didn’t know what I was going to ask her, or what I hoped to find out. I just knew that I was doing this for a reason, even though I had no idea what that reason was. The next half hour was a complete whirlwind. I was transfixed from the

 second Jackie walked into the room, giving me a mild to severe heart attack as I tried to pretend I was relaxed – I don’t know who I thought I was kidding, trying to fake it to a psychic. The first thing she said to me was “are you nervous? I could feel it ask soon as you came in”. Sigh.

The knowledge she had about things I hadn’t thought about for a long time and the people I had lost was startling. I was overwhelmed but calm (eventually), anxious but relaxed, puzzled but curious, but most of all I felt that coming to see Jackie was the best decision I had made in a long time.

I actually don’t have the words to describe the experience properly to do it justice. You will only know when you experience it for yourself. Which you absolutely should.

Thank you Jackie for your insight, your energy, and for giving me the opportunity to reconnect with the people I love who I’ve lost. I’ll see you again in 2 years to tell you all about the husband and the sprogs ;)